MURFREESBORO — Overcoming
a gang-infested neighborhood is tough enough without also struggling to develop
your educational potential.
However, that’s what Justin Lawrence says he did to become a
college graduate. He’ll be taking that walk toward an MTSU diploma at Saturday’s
afternoon commencement ceremonies, which are scheduled to begin at 1 p.m. in
Murphy Center.
The 24-year-old Lawrence, a single mother’s son who hasn’t seen
his father since he was 6, grew up in public housing in Chattanooga, Tenn.
“I never let my environment dictate what kind of person I
was going to be,” said Lawrence. “Everyone has a choice.”
According to Lawrence, his childhood was marked by a series
of challenges, including being misdiagnosed with attention deficit
hyperactivity disorder.
“I was a rambunctious kid, but it was because the schoolwork
was so easy,” Lawrence said. “I would act up because I was bored.”
After taking IQ tests, educators finally realized Lawrence
belonged in more advanced classes. But even those didn’t prepare him for
college-level work, he said.
He had to take a remedial math class in college because he
found his high-school classes to be “dumbed down” by comparison to what
students at other schools appeared to be learning.
The most humiliating aspect of it all for Lawrence was the
stereotyping.
“I had a high-school counselor tell me she hoped I was good
at football because I wouldn’t make it otherwise,” said Lawrence.
Lawrence was a running back who enjoyed football, but he
said he never considered it a viable pathway out of dire circumstances.
“It shouldn’t come as a surprise to folks,” Lawrence said.
“We know how to apply our minds.”
He said he didn’t know anyone who had graduated college.
Nevertheless, he was accepted to most institutions to which he had applied.
After a year at Carson-Newman College, Lawrence transferred
to MTSU, where a love of music prompted a change from majoring in math to
majoring in recording industry and minoring in marketing.
“I find music to be therapeutic,” Lawrence said. “Without
music, I don’t know if I could live.”
His favorite artists are rappers Jay-Z and Curren$y, but he
said he’s more interested in the publishing side of the music business. His
dream is to own his own record label.
In the meantime, Lawrence said he’ll continue working at a
local warehouse until he finds a job in his chosen profession. He has come a
long way from the youngster who grew up around violent crime.
But Lawrence continued to reject violence and concentrate on
his studies, despite the peer pressure.
“People would tell me, ‘Aw, you’re an A student. You’re
lame,’” Lawrence said. “But I thought the people who were lame were the ones
stuck in the same grade for two years.”
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